days after the final :)

Wednesday, November 18, 2009 - written by the Queen, iera marhe
exams finally over and i've ben home for like what.. 6 days..
i feel like entalaa..
adoi..bosan dok uma nie...
hmmm...
my things to do is watch tv, eat, houseshold chores and sorts of things..
:P
i wonder whats my mom doing rite now..
what my baby's doin..
taleyh text cz credit tade..
since i'm not in shah alam i'm literalyy broke..
hehehe..
bored to death..
kalaw kt shah alam..
bored pegi jalan..
koman2 g ole2..
:))

bby..
i just want u to know dat i love u so much and i really love u too much :)
cant wait to see u.. :)

a very ...-ing week :(

Tuesday, October 13, 2009 - written by the Queen, iera marhe
it's just 2 days since the week start but both days sucks for me.
:(
on sunday was my ferst anny <3 (thnx 2 my dear :*)
but wat happen the next day?
is the price i have to pay?
on monday, amal wat hal.
bengang btol ngn dye tau!
she's the highlight of the day laa sng cte...

today..
aku bengang ngn mak guard kat mawar tue...
:(
da laa sombong..
blagak plak tue..
:(
dlm byk2 guard yg jage mawar tue..
die laaa yg sombong skali..
:((
hari nie..
sume org wat aku pissed..
sedeyyh sgt..
rase mcm alone je..
lonely gitu..

:(

raye~

Wednesday, September 23, 2009 - written by the Queen, iera marhe
hulaaa~~
ferst of all..
camat hari raya aidilfitri :D [duwet raya?]
cni meh me update pasal raya:)

hmmm..
tyme balik mmg tak best sbb bas tue lmbat..
nk balik mlake je 4 jam kut..
hadoyh~
tp yg seronok nye besok 2 terus pegi ambik civic!
:)
best gile..
alhamdulillah sgt :)
dapat jugak tunaikan impian ayah ku yg terchenta!

hari sabtu?
hari supin! saya dan umi saya :)
dapat laaa carik baju 2 pon last menet..
aper laa naseb..
:P
ceb bek jumpe baju~~

hari ahad = 1st SYAWAL~~
gerak pegi sg buloh..
jumpe atuk ngn nenek tersayang..
highlight of the day...
ayam masak lemak cili api!
masakan nenek beb~
siap pegi beli lg sekor ayam sbb nk jugak..
hehehe~~
mlm tue balik mlake balik..
myb raye kali nie paling boring cz ayah keje..
biase mlm2 org dtg raye ni tak..
mlm2 org datang beli beg..
hehehe~~
takpe2..
org2 tue sume kasik ayah duwet raye supaye diorg boleyh pakai beg raye :)


1 je yg xbest..
bby jarang txt.. kdg2 tak smpi spuluh per day..
die bz beraye..
:(
sedeyh laa bby..
me windu..
hmmm..
sedeyh sgt :(
lately me rase jauh sgt ngn bby...
bukan sbb jrg msg.. but ntah laa..
:(
hmm..
aper2 pun me yayang bby me smpi bile2 :)
lebiu~~

life :)

Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - written by the Queen, iera marhe
almost a month da ta update..
hihi..
:)

bby..
knp skarang kite mcm ad communication breakdown ek?
me try to understand and me try to hold on but i'm broke inside hunny.
y dont you see that?
y do i always have to keep things inside me?
y am i so damn sensitive?
are things repeating itself?
i dont wanna lose you!
am i dat bad?
am i not that understanding?
what are the things i can do to make us return back to the normal us?
please tell me dear....

i noe dat u dont read my blog and maybe you dont even remember i have one...
but if you read this dont get mad..
i dont know how to tell you..
i cant talk to you..
if not then i would cry..

1 thing u didnt noe..
everyday i would cry before i sleep..
sometimes when i'm all alone i cry myself to sleep..
you're killing me softly with the sweetest word..

i just have one wish right now..
i want you~~

i have one thing that i miss right now..
and it's you...

just so you know..
i love you..
i heart you..
i'm missing you..

bby :)

Monday, August 17, 2009 - written by the Queen, iera marhe
i just finish reading twilight the novel..
i noe it's a bit late but now i have a major crush on edward cullen..
not robert pattinson but edward cullen himself :)

i noe i have a boyfriend and i love him very much.
so i came up with a verse just for him..
:)

he's not as handsome as him and yet he still makes me miss his face.
he's not as charming as him but he still makes me go crazzy.
he's not as strong as him but he still able to lift me up when i fall.
he's not a mind reader but he still able to feel that somethings wrong with me.
he's not as fast as him but he still can catch me up whenever i'm falling.

whatever it is he still can beat the one that stephanie mayer potray in her novel :P
and he's always my #1.
i love you hunny..
my sweetie pie :)
my sun, moon and star :)
my love, my heart my soul :)
:D
the one who feeds me with endless love and support.
always make me feel blessed because i have him by my side.
to hell what people wanna think and i still love him like i always do :P

to muhammad fikri bin normi :)
i love you~

bored weekend :D

Saturday, August 8, 2009 - written by the Queen, iera marhe
y must we 2 go ppkp thingy?
i dont really understand why!!
hmm..
this morning started off with ppkp..
gado ngn bby dis morning..
tappi da ok die say sorry..
thnx bby,,
tatau nape asek gado jer skarang nie..
:(
tapi i'm trying really bad to hold on..
i trying my very best tau syg..
weekend nie bored..
u g mlake..
me kat cn..
ciapkan ecemen.
:(
hmm..
:((

aper laa yg syg me wat tue en?
die ingat kat me tak tue?
ke die da start men futsal?
npe die tak msg me?
bz yea?
:(
me tatau nk ckp ngn spe nie..
me bored..
tade kawan..
:(

ape2 me post ag ty ae?
lebiu sgt3!!
:D

avenged sevenfold :)

Wednesday, August 5, 2009 - written by the Queen, iera marhe
before this if i ever came across avenged sevenfold name i would definitely changed the channel or whatsoever. but dat day my bby make me listen to this song..
i kinda like it becuz it's damn funny :)
my fave would in bold :x

Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
For me to take what's mine, until the end of time?
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine,
create what God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
Something would go wrong,
Before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears,
(Hahahaha!)
Conjuring her deepest fears
(Come Here You Fucking Bitch!)

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it!

She was never this good in bed
Even when she was sleepin'
Now she's just so perfect I've
Never been quite so fucking deep in
It goes on, and on, and on,
I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever,
With a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye.
And a word to the wise when the fire dies,
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime (yeah)
But baby don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered,
Are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
To repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy
Eat it, eat it, eat it

Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done
'Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
While you burned in hell, no peace forever

'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I'll grant you one chance)
And if it's not enough
(If it's not enough, If it's not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again

We're coming back, coming back
We'll live forever, live forever
Let's have wedding, have a wedding
Let's start the killing, start the killing

Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(Yes, I do.)
Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(I do)
I now pronounce you...

'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry


this song took me for the whole 8 minute!!
at first i was ok but when bby kept on asking to repeat it. i finally decided that i cant take this anymore!!
i asked him to stop. :D
but i still listen to it from time to time.
:D
i think i wanna watch the vidz now.
if it's scary i shut off by a second!!

life after bandung :)

Tuesday, August 4, 2009 - written by the Queen, iera marhe
hmm..
:D
after a while baru dapat write pasal bandung..
it's a nice city.
scared though sbb tak biase kot..
makan sedap.. hotel best!
shopping?
heaven!!!
:D
yg pastinye aku nk ag pegi BANDUNG SUPERMALL!!
hehehe..
hmm..
biler ty write ag pasal bandung sbb batt lappy da nazak sgt da nie D:

p/s: listening to avenged sevenfold : a little piece of heaven c|;