don&#39;t speak :(

i don't know..i can't really speak up today.it feels as my mouth can't be open to say anything.i only say things that will be important.i don't really know why.how could dis happen.for once i'm very talkative aight?
to many things happen in one night and i've been bombards with many statements and stuff.still stucked in the middle.it hurts so bad.been crying every minute of life nowadays.i wonder why dis happen to me?
do i have any wrong doings? if i do please forgive me people.cant take it anymore.siyesly.omg.really need to get out of this mess! but i don't know how?
should i say sorry? should i just ignore? should i do almost anything to get my life back?
why dont life have reset button?
can i have a reset button please?
please3! can't take it anymore!